Contradictions

Contradictions are something common in life noticed by everybody, whether that is yourself or someone else. One contradiction I have is that while I say to study for school a lot, I don't study a lot, mainly because I become too bored while studying and get distracted with other things, and when I come back I don't want to do it anymore. In addition to that, I believe double checking is very important, too (especially on AP World tests!), yet, I don't do it. I don't know why I don't but I don't. I don't try to beat myself up so much but I do get mad about it. This year, I made a resolution to start studying more and double check more for more personal benefits. I don't exactly try to justify it, but I am trying to improve it so it isn't like so as much.